Now it's official; 0131AM Dec7 2010, I ♥ you!

Jatuh cinta lagi! ♥

Semua kawan saya perasan yang saya sekarang dah takboleh lepaskan phone murah saya tu. Mereka cakap saya tak sudah sudah ber-texting. "Ada cinta baru lah tu!" kata mereka. Mereka cakap saya sedang dilamun cinta, mereka nampak saya bahagia.

Ya kawan kawan, saya sedang berbahagia! Saya ada cinta baru dan saya sayang dia sangat sangat! Saya taktahu apa yang dah buat saya jadi macam ni. Hmm mungkin sebab saya jatuh cinta lagi sekali kot! Kan? Hihi

Kepada awak, saya nak awak tahu yang awaklah sebab saya tersenyum selepas terbangun daripada tidur saya setiap hari. Awaklah penyebab saya rapat dengan phone murah saya balik. Awaklah penyebab phone saya tak diam berdering setiap waktu. Saya nak awak tahu yang saya sangat sangat sayangkan awak. Saya harap awak sayang saya juga sepertimana saya sayangkan awak.

Awak tahu tak betapa bahagianya rasa bila saya dengar suara awak? Saya rasa saya nak jerit kuat kuat, saya nak bagitahu satu dunia yang saya sayang 'gila' dekat awak! Ahaha

Awak, saya sayang awak! ♥

My best friends; Josh Beech, Jeremy Young and Ian Somerhalder.

This will be the most random post that I've been posted here on this lame blog, I think! All I could say that my boredom conquered my mind and I can't think straight about the solution any how. Okay, let's move on to the picked subjects.

1.

Nana, my best friend gave me that name. 'Baby Mel'. Oh how cute! Ahaha

2. My lil bro or can I addresses him with 'you-know-who' just now got in a relationship with his partner and that's boost my spirit to the limit where I get overwhelmed and excited that from now on, he will be guided by someone he loves the most. That's kinda sweet for me as I knew my brother, well, not that very-well, but can I say, I knew him and I was glad that now his got what he's been searching for in life. Am too happy for you, brah!

3. SPM will be ended up very soon and that's mean that the school days will come to an end too. Well, to boot, I'm currently in sorta mixed flavour, you know. All that I felt were in my jar of heart and only me that know what I felt in deep. I'm too scared as I am not satisfied with my work in this exam plus I'm kinda gleeful to end my years in school yet felt a bit blue about the leaving. Well, that's all the things that will me going through and wish me luck for that buddies! Wish me good, wish me well! Hihi

4. I'm now in a high fever and for your info, tomorrow morn, Physics papers will be held and my knees are shaking and all my nerves are breaking into pieces. O guys, pray for me! I'll do my best-est, as God will. Insyaallah.

Dark days and bright nights.

Hmm satu je aku nak cakap: aku jealous tengok juniors semua dah start cuti, budak u dah sem break, yang aku? SPM menanti pasti next week, macam mana? Hoho. Okay, apa apa je lah, nak jealous pun tak ke mana pun kan? Lepas SPM aku cuti terus kot, dorang still sekolah! Kahkah :P

#Aku mintak maaf sangat kalau ada buat salah dan silap, maybe ada terkasar bahasa/ tergaduh/ tertindas/ termengumpat/ terhina/ tercerca/ termem-bring-you-down/ ter-bertikam lidah/ terbenci/ terlampau baik/ terlampau jahat/ terlampau gedik/ ter-bermulut puaka/ terjerit kuat kuat/ tersindir/ ter-bagi kau sakit hati/ ter- bercakap lepas/ termarah taktentu pasal/ terminum air kau banyak sangat/ ter- tak bayar duit yang ter-meminjam/ terlupa nak wish birthday/ ter-sembur air liur time cakap walaupun takpernah pun *aku rasa/ teramik barang/ tercuri hati *ecehh/ tersayang lebih lebih/ ter- membuat kau terasa/ ter- menjadi talam dua tiga dan empat muka/ ter- menjadi plastic/ ter- tak gelak time orang buat lawak/ tergelak tak ikhlas time orang buat lawak *itu habit/ termakan makanan kau berlebihan/ ter- menjadi boring sewaktu menjadi kawan korang/ tercakap perkataan 'besar' dengan kerap/ ter- condemn/ ter, ter dan terlalu banyak ter lah kalau nak di list kan.

MAAFKAN AKU, DOAKAN AKU BERJAYA DAPAT 6A+*aku tak mintak lebih sebab sampai situ je aku mampu, AKU SAYANG KORANG SEMUA!

*Penggunaan 'aku' harap diampunkan. Harap maklum dan paklum.

The happy ending is me on my own, freeing myself up for something better.

October 29, 2010

Think beyond the future to sees what will happen then.

Section 1

The day the parents came to school to pick the trial's slip. And for you info, my results were not that great and please stop asking because I wont reply your question with my silly grades. Okay, at first when Ayah showed-up, I was like very surprised as he said that he couldn't make it to school as he had something 'more' important to do.

Section 2

We faced the teachers and I was the one who got the reddish ears ever there. They're scorning me with the soft words and saying that my grades were so weak. They said that I have to fight for myself if I don't want to get down and they even kept remembering me that I really am have the obligation to fit the real exam held very soon with the real great grades. "Study smart and please do this for your parents if you're not planning to do this for yourself" said Ustazah. The talks were hold for about 10 minutes something and there, my heart was exploded. I felt like to cry and I was really sorry yet very angry towards myself. I shouldn't be so lazy in back then 'cause now I pay the price. :'(

Section 3

However, as 'everyone deserve a second chance', I think I had to get my ass work by now and I will not taking these things recklessly from now on. I will get everything back to normal and I will study hard and that command is started from now. Study study study!

Section 4

I was alone in my room and get my mind flew and thinking forward; my conclusion was: Facebook, Twitter and Tumblr are the biggest weakness of mine. So, wish me a very good luck to not to get online again and yeah wish me luck for my up-coming big exams. Bye! (:

What's wrong with you, friend?

When I was in a swing mood,

You're there to swing back my mood.

When I was moody,

You're there to recoloring my day.

When I was worried about the school stuffs and exam,

You're there to help and pinch my numb bum.

But then,

When you're not in the mood,

You also turned me into you, into a person who was not-so in the mood.

Oh gosh, I was just been there to helping you, my friend,

But all I've got was just a dumb word from a moody friend.

What's wrong with you, friend?

'Atiq Syimir | 28/08/10