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Thank Allah for still blessing.

2011-04-29T02:05:00.000+08:00

Sayang: Baby, you're my everything. Please be mine forever, will you? (1:56AM)

Baby: Yes, I will! (1:57AM)

Manusia memang begitu sifatnya (Puisi untuk Tsunami)

2011-03-11T23:20:00.006+08:00

Aku manusia alpa,

Sering terleka di kala gembira,

Hanyut bersama kesenangan dunia,

Aku leka dengan segalanya.

Hari ini bencana menimpa,

Aku terpaku lalu berdoa,

Berdoa dengan penuh rasa curiga,

Aku yang berdosa kembali kepada-Nya.

Kini aku berserah segalanya,

Aku tahu aku hamba yang curang pada kekuasaan-Nya,

Tanpa segan aku memohon agar sejahtera,

Aku pohon juga doa kemaafan dari Nya.

Aku tahu aku manusia yang penuh berdosa,

Seorang hamba hina kepada Tuhannya,

Bermohon sembah ketika badai menjelma,

Sudah terhantuk baru terngadah; manusia memang begitu sifatnya.

Muhammad 'Atiq Syimir. Johari (110311)

WORD:

Ini untuk semua. Sedarlah aku, kau, kau, kau dan kau di sana sebelum detik keramat itu tiba.

The 'I-am-missing-you-so-much' is killing me.

2011-03-09T03:46:00.006+08:00

Was deeply drowning into my ~~tears~~ last night when you called me like so out of the blue. At that moment, I was like insanely missing you and the only thing that I hope was I want to have you by my side tonight in my sleep and I want to hold you tight and never let go.

xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

The phone call ended-up like this.

Baby: I love you!

Sayang: I love you too!

Baby: I love you three!

Sayang: I love you four!

Baby: I love you, sumpah tak tipu!

Sayang: I love you too, sumpah tak tipu!

Baby: Rindu!

Sayang: Rindu jugak!

Baby: Muah muah muah muah muah!

Sayang: Hmm baby, I love you too much!

Baby: I love you too too too too too too much, so much much sayang!

Sayang: *teary* Okay, baby tidur dulu okay? Esok pukul 8 sayang kejut.

Baby: Okay sayang. I love you, muah muah, bye!

Sayang: Muah muah muah muah muah. Bye baby.

*crying like hell hard*

#03:05AM, your call

And now, how I hope that God will grant my wish and cherish me with the presence of you my baby. Hmm

You are the reason why.

2011-02-27T22:58:00.007+08:00

Lemme start this new entry with a sorry-me-for-being-very-late-in-keeping-this-site-updated session because I am easily letting this blog site not-to-be updated for such a simple reason: I am so busy in love! #Bapakgedik

Kthxbye ♥

I choose you, Travis Orlando!

2011-01-24T14:06:00.002+08:00

There's a muffled shout behind me.

2010-12-21T01:55:00.009+08:00

Today was a mess and everything turned out so upside down and I literally am teased by all the abnormal things that happened on this fucking day.

Baby transformed into a weirdo and acts like so different after grabbed a job. Lepas baby dapat kerja baby lain sangat hari ini, sayang pun taktahu kenapa. Hoho :'(
AS aka my lil bro was so depressed and sorta begging the world to covering his financial failures after his I'm-losing-my-wallet incident. Poor him much! Kalau I ada duit dah lama I bagi you pinjam adik, tapi I takda duit sekarang. Hmm sorry tau?
My very owns dilemma about my current life after school days. Nak kerja ke taknak hah? Ibu ajak pergi holiday tapi kalau saya kerja, saya tak dapat ikut. Huu pening lah!

Give me some words, guys! Hmm

XOXO

Hanis Zalikha binti Zainal Rashid

2010-12-20T10:29:00.003+08:00

Kan best kalau blog saya jadi hot dan famous dan ramai viewers macam blog Hanis Zalikha. Happynya saya kalau macam tu! *mood gedik yang melampau datang lagi, hai korang layankan je lah ye?

With you I'd dance in a storm.

2010-12-14T14:49:00.005+08:00

1. IHA ♥

♥ ♥ ♥

2. There's a lot of things that happened in my life this year itself that I need minutes to jotting down everything here so let us let the pictures do the talking. Hehe enjoy reading people! ♥

I missed; school days and school mates. :'(

Nana, Hakim and me; pals (: | 131110

Hot fm's mathematics seminar | 141110

Best girl-friends everrrrrr! | 161110

Boys and girls day out! | 171110

Last day at the Library. Kiki | 051210

Hakim and me; bestfriendsforever (2005 and still counting) | 091210

Baby Mel and Baby Lat! (:

Atiq is getting darker nowadays -__- | 121210

*Too much ♥(s)? Too girlish? Haha I don't much care, bitches!

*I love you guys (IHA, AS, Hakim, Amalina, Amira S, Nana S, Zatie, Iskandar and blah blah) like hell so much! (:

Now it's official; 0131AM Dec7 2010, I ♥ you!

2010-12-07T11:38:00.006+08:00

Jatuh cinta lagi! ♥

2010-12-05T01:22:00.008+08:00

Semua kawan saya perasan yang saya sekarang dah takboleh lepaskan phone murah saya tu. Mereka cakap saya tak sudah sudah ber-texting. "Ada cinta baru lah tu!" kata mereka. Mereka cakap saya sedang dilamun cinta, mereka nampak saya bahagia.

Ya kawan kawan, saya sedang berbahagia! Saya ada cinta baru dan saya sayang dia sangat sangat! Saya taktahu apa yang dah buat saya jadi macam ni. Hmm mungkin sebab saya jatuh cinta lagi sekali kot! Kan? Hihi

Kepada awak, saya nak awak tahu yang awaklah sebab saya tersenyum selepas terbangun daripada tidur saya setiap hari. Awaklah penyebab saya rapat dengan phone murah saya balik. Awaklah penyebab phone saya tak diam berdering setiap waktu. Saya nak awak tahu yang saya sangat sangat sayangkan awak. Saya harap awak sayang saya juga sepertimana saya sayangkan awak.

Awak tahu tak betapa bahagianya rasa bila saya dengar suara awak? Saya rasa saya nak jerit kuat kuat, saya nak bagitahu satu dunia yang saya sayang 'gila' dekat awak! Ahaha

Awak, saya sayang awak! ♥

My best friends; Josh Beech, Jeremy Young and Ian Somerhalder.

2010-12-02T02:09:00.004+08:00

This will be the most random post that I've been posted here on this lame blog, I think! All I could say that my boredom conquered my mind and I can't think straight about the solution any how. Okay, let's move on to the picked subjects.

Nana, my best friend gave me that name. 'Baby Mel'. Oh how cute! Ahaha

2. My lil bro or can I addresses him with 'you-know-who' just now got in a relationship with his partner and that's boost my spirit to the limit where I get overwhelmed and excited that from now on, he will be guided by someone he loves the most. That's kinda sweet for me as I knew my brother, well, not that very-well, but can I say, I knew him and I was glad that now his got what he's been searching for in life. Am too happy for you, brah!

3. SPM will be ended up very soon and that's mean that the school days will come to an end too. Well, to boot, I'm currently in sorta mixed flavour, you know. All that I felt were in my jar of heart and only me that know what I felt in deep. I'm too scared as I am not satisfied with my work in this exam plus I'm kinda gleeful to end my years in school yet felt a bit blue about the leaving. Well, that's all the things that will me going through and wish me luck for that buddies! Wish me good, wish me well! Hihi

4. I'm now in a high fever and for your info, tomorrow morn, Physics papers will be held and my knees are shaking and all my nerves are breaking into pieces. O guys, pray for me! I'll do my best-est, as God will. Insyaallah.

Why everything does’s turned into Bahasa?

2010-11-24T17:37:00.000+08:00

Okay, I want to make the biggest conference here; all my words I've wrote here are not for showing of my language or what, I am still learning and my English is still not that great or awesome as you can see, to boot. I write this note down just because, yeah one of my best buddies asked me about my latest post in back. She said that 'Hoi, apasal tiba tiba kau blogging dalam bahasa melayu weh?' and well, then I was like 'Huh? Salah ke? Aku orang melayu weh!' then we're laughing out loud and all of that just caused by my Bahasa Malayu's post. Well, to beyond, I am still 'melayu' and I love that fact so please don't change me into something that I'm not. Saya orang melayu lah! Hihi

*This is my English exercise for the biggest exam ever! :P

Dark days and bright nights.

2010-11-15T22:02:00.001+08:00

Hmm satu je aku nak cakap: aku jealous tengok juniors semua dah start cuti, budak u dah sem break, yang aku? SPM menanti pasti next week, macam mana? Hoho. Okay, apa apa je lah, nak jealous pun tak ke mana pun kan? Lepas SPM aku cuti terus kot, dorang still sekolah! Kahkah :P

#Aku mintak maaf sangat kalau ada buat salah dan silap, maybe ada terkasar bahasa/ tergaduh/ tertindas/ termengumpat/ terhina/ tercerca/ termem-bring-you-down/ ter-bertikam lidah/ terbenci/ terlampau baik/ terlampau jahat/ terlampau gedik/ ter-bermulut puaka/ terjerit kuat kuat/ tersindir/ ter-bagi kau sakit hati/ ter- bercakap lepas/ termarah taktentu pasal/ terminum air kau banyak sangat/ ter- tak bayar duit yang ter-meminjam/ terlupa nak wish birthday/ ter-sembur air liur time cakap walaupun takpernah pun *aku rasa/ teramik barang/ tercuri hati *ecehh/ tersayang lebih lebih/ ter- membuat kau terasa/ ter- menjadi talam dua tiga dan empat muka/ ter- menjadi plastic/ ter- tak gelak time orang buat lawak/ tergelak tak ikhlas time orang buat lawak *itu habit/ termakan makanan kau berlebihan/ ter- menjadi boring sewaktu menjadi kawan korang/ tercakap perkataan 'besar' dengan kerap/ ter- condemn/ ter, ter dan terlalu banyak ter lah kalau nak di list kan.

MAAFKAN AKU, DOAKAN AKU BERJAYA DAPAT 6A+*aku tak mintak lebih sebab sampai situ je aku mampu, AKU SAYANG KORANG SEMUA!

*Penggunaan 'aku' harap diampunkan. Harap maklum dan paklum.

The happy ending is me on my own, freeing myself up for something better.

2010-10-30T10:19:00.004+08:00

October 29, 2010

Think beyond the future to sees what will happen then.

Section 1

The day the parents came to school to pick the trial's slip. And for you info, my results were not that great and please stop asking because I wont reply your question with my silly grades. Okay, at first when Ayah showed-up, I was like very surprised as he said that he couldn't make it to school as he had something 'more' important to do.

Section 2

We faced the teachers and I was the one who got the reddish ears ever there. They're scorning me with the soft words and saying that my grades were so weak. They said that I have to fight for myself if I don't want to get down and they even kept remembering me that I really am have the obligation to fit the real exam held very soon with the real great grades. "Study smart and please do this for your parents if you're not planning to do this for yourself" said Ustazah. The talks were hold for about 10 minutes something and there, my heart was exploded. I felt like to cry and I was really sorry yet very angry towards myself. I shouldn't be so lazy in back then 'cause now I pay the price. :'(

Section 3

However, as 'everyone deserve a second chance', I think I had to get my ass work by now and I will not taking these things recklessly from now on. I will get everything back to normal and I will study hard and that command is started from now. Study study study!

Section 4

I was alone in my room and get my mind flew and thinking forward; my conclusion was: Facebook, Twitter and Tumblr are the biggest weakness of mine. So, wish me a very good luck to not to get online again and yeah wish me luck for my up-coming big exams. Bye! (:

Enrique Iglesias ft. Nicole Scherzinger - Heartbeat ♥

2010-09-18T02:36:00.003+08:00

What's wrong with you, friend?

2010-08-28T11:43:00.002+08:00

When I was in a swing mood,

You're there to swing back my mood.

When I was moody,

You're there to recoloring my day.

When I was worried about the school stuffs and exam,

You're there to help and pinch my numb bum.

But then,

When you're not in the mood,

You also turned me into you, into a person who was not-so in the mood.

Oh gosh, I was just been there to helping you, my friend,

But all I've got was just a dumb word from a moody friend.

What's wrong with you, friend?

'Atiq Syimir | 28/08/10

Joe Brooks - Superman ♥

2010-08-18T17:21:00.001+08:00

Karma Cinta

2010-08-13T21:23:00.004+08:00

Aku cinta dia, tapi dia kau yang punya.

Aku suka dia,

Aku ingin dia,

Aku cinta padanya,

Aku mengejar cintanya,

Namun,

Dia lari dan pergi dari aku,

Dia tinggalkan aku,

Dia berlalu bersama kau,

Dia pergi pada kau, musuhku

Kau curi dia,

Kau ambil dia,

Kau juga cintakan dia,

Kau bahagia bila dengannya,

Aku melihat penuh berduka,

Aku sedih, aku sengsara,

Aku sepi tanpa cintanya,

Aku iri akan engkau dan dia,

Namun,

Aku hanya mampu berdoa,

Aku berdoa agar kau juga berduka,

Aku berdoa, kau dan dia tidak bakal bersama,

Aku berdoa, kau dan dia akan terkena karma cinta.

'Atiq Syimir | 13/08/10

He sucks and I'm better.

2010-08-13T00:54:00.000+08:00

It's a sad story of mine, a really sad sad story of mine. fckmylfe!

I'm really gotta let you go now and this is gonna be our last goodbye. Hmm please be good with your new love-life partner, baby. Just remember, I will always loving you from a very far distance as this is the only way I could do, after all. Bye.

David Archuleta - Something 'Bout Love ♥

2010-08-08T02:15:00.002+08:00

I still care about you even though we are not the same, anymore.

2010-07-25T00:50:00.011+08:00

I used all my sense to do anything that brings me to you (I), but ...

Section 1.1

I've been trying to reached you for the whole-long day today. I dialed your numbers, the two numbers you've got, but nothing good as the response. I've been trying to call you for about hundred times, but no to avail. Obviously I am worried about you and I literally know that you're now having problems within yourself, but please, pick up the phone. Okay baby? -.-

Section 1.2

You're now befriending with the one you hated before this and I just don't get the big idea about why are you doing all this shitty things. What's with that huh? You're so plastic, (I)!

Section 1.3

But after all yeah, you can still calling me if you needed some helping hands or a shoulder to cry on or maybe a good listener to listen to all your problems, okay?

Hmm awak, please be good and yeah I love you, always.

So much wrong, so much right; Happy 17th birthday, Muhammad 'Atiq Syimir!!

2010-07-12T00:00:00.002+08:00

I love you, new lover!

2010-05-02T19:53:00.005+08:00

May-2-2010

The love is in the air!

Oh gosh, I'm so happy like a freak now! I couldn't describe what's the truth about this day, but as you can see, I'm in love now with god-knows-who and I love this day so much! Thank God for blessing me, I love you!

Life gets so tough that I just want to die.

2010-04-20T21:19:00.005+08:00

The trials return and I'm too tired to fight. Fuck you up, bitches!

Section 1,

First and foremost, my apologies for not updating this lame blog for so long. I'm so sorry, but truth be told, I have been busy with my school stuffs, tuition classes, family and private affairs. Yet, again, I'm sorry, guys!

Section 2,

The more I think of you, the more I want you to be back by my side. Oh gosh, S, I missed you! Please don't go far from me because I know, without you, my day will be dark and dim. Please be back! :(

Section 3,

I'm so sick and tired of those lame people whom always judging me on what have I done and for what I am. They're kept on saying this and that about me; guys, please, get a life! You're not that great to judge people whom you dislike. But, yeah haters make me famous so, why should I care right?

Dear my 'big shit talker', keep on talking shit about me, I don't care! I also got a life to care lah!

The best thing about me is you, S.

2010-03-12T21:28:00.001+08:00

Seeing you from far, that's all and only thing I can do now :|

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Congratulations, S! *SPM '09*

You did it! Hooray! Bravo!

Way to go! You're on your way to making all your dreams come true.

Congratulations, baa baa black sh-sh-sh-sheep <3

Start every day with a smile and get it over with.

2010-03-04T22:22:00.002+08:00

My world is not as dumb as it was before and I am smiling!

The school was fun!

I've been late for school, again. Rushing and running, I then smile to the others when they saw me in the assembly park. Sick of being a very cold blooded type of people, today, I truly felt like I really had to put on a big smile so that my cold-inner will not present and I kept smiling for the whole day.

In the classroom, all my best friends, they've told me that I've changed, from bad to a bit nicer, from a fierce buddy to a funny monkey, but suddenly something bad was pulling us, H was turning into a monster for several hours before the school hours stopped. H used to be not what I used to be in before, but lately, H's so unpredictable and he's got a swing mood, I think.

The night wasn't blue anymore!

Finally I had enough money and time for extra classes, thank God! The story begins when Amalina calling me and asked me to dressed and get ready for the night class. I was not expected for this, actually, but as we're attended that class, all I could say that my first night class was awesome! Thank you, everyone!

I'm on your side, Aaron Kelly!

2010-02-26T22:18:00.000+08:00

Feeling like I just lost my good friends.

2010-02-24T22:07:00.007+08:00

What's wrong with you, best-friends? Everything were messing me about and until now, I keep thinking of what's the fucking-asshole stuffs that breaks us into pieces. I just felt like we're breaking down again or should I say that we are now best friends-turned-enemies? Oh lord, please help me, I am just a victim of this hell-kind of situation and actually, I didn't get any big idea of what on earth were done to our relationship lately. How I wish we will last forever, BFF.

I'm much too good for you.

2010-02-16T02:58:00.012+08:00

Heyy A! Get a life, you dumb-ass!

Days ago, I opened my heart to let a stranger to be my friend. Actually, that 'friend' which I called as 'A' was the one whom begging me for an approval to let us to befriending and I said yes with all my heart open.

As we got to know each other in about days, suddenly 'A' ask me some question about my love-life and whatsoever. I said that I am single and not ready for an official relationship and then 'A' just begging around and asked me for about billion times, 'A' wants to be my 'special friend'. M-O-R-O-N

I was sick and a bit tired with A's crazy mind. I ignored all the calls and texts as I refused to pick the phone up and reply all those lame texts. I then thought that 'A' was kind of sick of me as 'A' keep the things calm and silent. 'A' disappeared. But, out of the blue, last night 'A' wrote this up:

'Sejauh mane ur desire to be with me, atiq? I juz want to spend time with u..love n be loved..is it hard my dear?? i hope u'll think bout it! If u want to, tq.' Feb-15/ 22:27:51

I then laugh and laugh and laugh like seriously. This is the stupidest thing had happened in my entire life.

When I look at you, S.

2010-02-14T00:56:00.001+08:00

Atiq is going to be very hard to replace.

2010-01-23T11:31:00.005+08:00

I hate you, (*)!

Why are you choosing me as your match as you knew that you would never be the winner for this war as you already well-known with the fact that you are such a forever-loser for the whole of your life, loser? Stay away from my best friend, can you?

I'm free of all prejudices. I hate everyone equally.

2010-01-16T03:05:00.009+08:00

After three nights and days of struggling and painful, I am now free from all those lame germs and viruses that I produced last year. I'm now having my footloose time with a big smile on my face; I'm free from all those insinuations and

everybody-speaks-slightingly-of-me-session, gosh I'm such a freeman now!

*Sometimes, the metaphor is needed to shimmering your heart.

My first week at school | What a fuck'n disaster?

2010-01-12T16:41:00.003+08:00

One week of being schooled, yeah I LOVE my school! Hey there, I'm serious lah!

The first week of being schooled was a half nightmare and the other half of a not-so-nice sweet dream, I guess!

I've been called for a mess I created last year
The best-friends-forever were collapsed and getting far away from each other
I've got a number of good teachers whom will teach me for the whole senior-year and they're great so far! I love my (English, Chemistry, Add. Math, Math, History, Bahasa and Ict) teachers! Eh I love my Ustazah too! ROLF
I placed myself very next to the person I hated the most (I) in the classroom.
I've been so crazy over foodies and I don't know why, my tummy getting belly and more jelly than before plus I've gained some weight
and so many others!

Oh gosh, almost everything related to 2010 are all about a mess, sorry me!

Dealing with the mess is not that easy!

2010-01-05T23:53:00.015+08:00

Jan-05/School

After five days passing by rapidly, my 2010 are all about a mess!

Morning sunshine!

As I was there in the assembly hall along with Hakim, while drawling up, he suddenly goes loud and said,

'kau tau tak kau kejam?'

He was talking something about my S,

and I was kinda shocked and surprise with that kind of statement, really.

Oh gosh, what did I do? I just put my S aside when I found a new person (H)

and I just throw S away, just like that!

What a monster I was? Really cruel me!

Then, minutes later.

'Muhammad 'Atiq Syimir Bin Johari, 5 Pesona'

My name was in the air and the people listened. I've been called by a teacher and she asked to see my parents for some problems of mine. And once again, gosh, another mess! As for now, I'm seeking a chance to slow talk with the parents about my problems and ask them to face 'that' teacher. Oh gosh, help me, I'm scared!

A blue night.

I was seeking a talk with Ibu, but as I woke up from my evening sleep, I was alone at home and sleepy like hell; the family members are gone. I've got no idea where the hell were them. Hopefully tomorrow I'll be talking to Ibu about this problem. God willing.

*sorry for the grammar mistakes!

The best-est day of my life | January 1st

2010-01-04T19:48:00.007+08:00

We're acting like lovers although our love story are still

not that officially named as a love story. (:

As now S gone away likes forever from my life, me then got a new nicotine patches for my broken heart, so cute and charm, named as H. H gave me a new hope in my love-life as I am a loser in love, yeah a L-O-S-E-R! Actually, H was in my wish list for 2010 and thank God for listening my prays. My wish came true when H text and asked me for a walk. We went to H's place and done something crazy, together. We then off to Pavilion, holding hands and k***ing and about hours later, at 0136 I was home and we're texting. Awww so cute!

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Toast with butter, iced tea and best friends!

2009-12-31T23:25:00.009+08:00

Dec-30

Hakim, Amal and me, we went to school to collect our text-book for 2010 use. We had so much fun and were being so happy, we've even met our long-time-no-see friends. We then went to Mamak for some breakfast-lunch for three.

What a day!

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*True love stories never have endings.

baa baa black sh-sh-sh-sheep <3

I saw/watched S with a friend, S looks so happy now.

I love S, so bloody much!

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She looks like a dude with fake boobs!

2009-12-28T04:40:00.006+08:00

Ayah, adik and me, we went to Tesco for some groceries and there, we met Aunt M.

Fyi, Aunt M is my Ibu's friend, her old friend, I mean.

Aunt M,

I doubt of her gender, at first when I looked at her face.

She has a 'man' face and it's so weird! She's a monster! Help! Help!

But then when I saw her (big) boobs, oh yeah she's a real woman, no doubt!

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baa baa black sh-sh-sh-sheep <3

I love S forever!

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Movie | Muallaf

2009-12-25T21:19:00.005+08:00

1920/Dec-24/Sunway Pyramid

It tells a tale of three souls finding solace in religion. Ani, Ana and Brian.

5 Pesona | This is where I'll stay!

2009-12-22T01:42:00.014+08:00

I'm so shocked!

0122/Dec-22 - H called me.

hakim: kau nak taw x? Aku 5 persona lah next year!

hakim: and aku da check kan kau sekali.

atq: hah aku turun kelas ke x?

hakim: kau 5 persona jugak la! mane ade turun kelas!

hakim: ni pun leha yg bgtaw.

atq: ohh ye ke? Alhamdulillah! thnkgod! omg!

atq: weyh aku rase macam nak peluk org la! HAHA

hakim: peluk la sape sape!

atq: sape? huu

All I wanted to say now is, thank God for still blessing me, you've made my dream came true! I'm pleased now and I'm way too excited to go study-hard-study-smart back! yeayyyy!

Movie | Zombieland

2009-12-21T15:15:00.005+08:00

0300/Dec-16/Sunway Pyramid

*Columbus, Witchita, Little Rock and Tallahassee.*

They're extremely crazy! I watched them and obviously, I loved Zombieland! That's all.

xoxo

I saw D's ex, he watched this movie in the same movie theater that I was in &

I also pictured his new girlfriend!

Poor D!

Inability to sleep; wakefulness; sleeplessness.

2009-12-18T11:50:00.007+08:00

Insomnia, that's what I suffered for now. God, help me,I wanted to sleep, I am too sleepy though!

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I still awake at 5, I made/ate my own Spaghetti Tom Yam and drank glasses of Sky Juice. I can't sleep even I was yawning for so many times! What to do to make me fall asleep, guys? Any idea? Help help!

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For a dreamer, night's the only time of day.

2009-12-15T04:26:00.011+08:00

Last night I dreamed about the upcoming scenes of my life, I dreamed about the next station that I will passing through, I dreamed about 2010; the upcoming season of my life. Here are the events that I captured in my dream last night:

I sang in front of the people at the event held in school; I am a singer? That's not gonna be true, trust me!
I saw me running and became a champion in the sport's day; I will be a good runner in my school sport's day! Oh gosh!
I was on the stage, giving a text to thank everyone for their support and motivation; am I going to be an A1 student? Hopefully, God willing.
I gang-up back with my best friend, Nizam. He's moving back to my school and that's awesome!
Hakim, Amalina, Nizam and I were studying at the library together! How diligent are us, can you guys imagine?
I also pictured that four of us baking too many cupcakes at Hakim's and we celebrated someone's birthday at the park near the library. I kept thinking who's that person going to be, until now I think about it. We looked so happy there, laughing and there's also crowded with many of our fellas, schoolmates.
I also catch sight of all my haters, they are my friends and they're all changed.

What a long sweet dream I had last night! I wish these all scenes will becoming as my good memories next year and hopefully it will! I am so excited to be schooling back guys!

Somebody's boring me. I think it's me.

2009-12-10T14:16:00.004+08:00

0237/Dec-11

Peek-a-boo!

Almost everything I do is related to being fat.

2009-12-09T19:32:00.007+08:00

The day was blue and rainy, I can't go out so I just be at home and sleep, all day long.

What a good day today!

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I ate a lot.

Many bowls of mushroom soup+garlic bread, chocolate and blueberry muffins, plain chocolates and BK whopper and cokes and many others.

Imma fat lazy brat now yaww!

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Being at home in this boring holidays,

oh gosh, I'm sick and getting round because of my unhealthy diet.

I am dying, people! Help me!

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Life without a friend is death without a witness.

2009-12-08T03:12:00.008+08:00

1100-1600/Dec-7/Sunway Pyramid

At last, the plan was running and the reunion was just can be described by a word, it's AWESOME! Although the duration of this hang-around session were so short, but i love this moment! It's remained me to my pastime and whatsoever. We walks as best friends, again and that's so remarkable. We shared everything, we laugh heartily and making jokes around; we just same as before, nothing's changed. Then, we had a karaoke time as we went to Redbox together, as planned. Oh man, it's takes a long time and this was the first time, the three of us, walks together, back, as we've been apart for a period and now's the good time to recover all those black memories last year, I guess.

*we: nizam, hakim and me.

Movie | The Twilight Saga New Moon

2009-12-06T23:58:00.005+08:00

2140/Dec-04/Sunway Pyramid

I'm not a real twi-hard but I do love this movie.

For me, it's good and worth to be watched. I love it!

I wish I hadn't cried when I tried to cry

2009-12-04T02:51:00.009+08:00

heyy *,

We are nothing! Could you please stop saying that we're having something?

You're annoying and I hate you, badly!

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H is now having a tutor for this school breaks while me, just acting like a stupid and still, doing nothing to covering my studies.

Oh gosh, I'm such a lazy, god help me, please!

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Hopefully the plans for tomorrow will be running! God willing!

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I hate my December, suddenly!

2009-12-01T11:16:00.006+08:00

0922, I received a phone call from H and he said that all the plan for today, Dec 1st (watch New Moon together, Red Box session and all) were called-off and will be reschedule soon. This is the countless time, all the plans are ruined and I'm so glad to be mad now, I **** my best friends (so much)! Thanks for this call-off session guys!

Movie | Ninja Assassin.

2009-12-01T10:01:00.007+08:00

11.20 pm/ Nov-30/ Sunway Pyramid

Awesome movie, that's for damn sure! I love Ninja Assassin!

Muzziness!

2009-11-25T01:56:00.015+08:00

All I ever wanted were mine for now, but I can't thinking of what is the big idea of what was just happened, everything was broken and busted and I don't know what to do! I am bored and I am sick of my monotonous routine! I have planned everything but until now, the entire plans are not running! Everything changed, my entire plans were brittle and ruined, I am just a loner without a friend to hang around with and the talkative me are gone! For now, I am just playing foolishly around with the kids cum my little brothers, with no laughing in the air, the days just full of screaming and hard-voices; I am a cold-blooded when I am bored. I talk rubbish hardly and again, I am bored! I became a bloody-minded and I am all blue to be in my body now; I am boring, people!

Cocktails and cupcakes!

2009-11-23T01:56:00.013+08:00

Happy 20th birthday, Haiqal Hakim!

Thanks fr everything and i hope you will be happy, always and forever!

A dozen reasons from unknown.

2009-11-22T02:37:00.018+08:00

baa baa black sh-sh-sh-sheep <3

i love s, no matter what!

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heyy,

where are you?

i already miss you now.

huu :\

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History is written by the winners.

2009-11-17T11:40:00.023+08:00

*for all spm candidates 2009

sudah la tu bace buku nye, simpan okay? esok da spm! HAHA

do your best and good luck, seniors!

make the parents proud and

i'll pray for all of you!

*fingers crossed

Fillet O-Fish and Chocolate Chip Cream!

2009-11-17T01:36:00.009+08:00

Friday, 13-Nov

H: atiq ade lighter?

A: ohh ade ade ade!

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Good luck for your spm test, and i just wanted you to know that

I love you so and I will never ever let you go. I love you!

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dear best-friends,

2009-11-08T00:52:00.005+08:00

Mohamad NurHakim & Nur Amalina

Are we in fight?

Are we losing the chain that connects us?

Do we hate each other?

Why are we seems like breaking right now?

*Please reply me if you both still loves me, ASAP!

'kita, awak dan saya'

2009-11-08T00:31:00.011+08:00

dulu saya seronok bila awak cakap awak sayang saya,

dulu saya gembira sangat bila awak cakap awak cinta saya,

kita selalu berdua tanpa sesiapa pun bersama,

kita biasa habiskan waktu dan masa hanya berdua,

kita tersenyum, bergelak ketawa kerana tiada duka,

kita gembira kerana terlalu gembira,

kita ceria kerana selalu berdua,

tapi, tiba-tiba kita bermasam muka,

kita tidak lagi selalu bersama,

kita tidak bersama dan awak kini tiada lagi disamping saya,

saya sunyi, saya sedih, saya nangis kerana berduka,

sekarang, saya tidak seronok bila awak tidak lagi sayang saya,

sekarang, saya berduka nestapa kerana awak tidak lagi cinta saya,

sekarang, tiada lagi cinta, tiada lagi 'kita, awak dan saya'.

* tiada cinta, muhammad 'atiq syimir.

HAPPY BIRTHDAYYYYYYY!

2009-10-03T13:13:00.010+08:00

ibu, Fadilah Husain, 47 y/o on Oct 3rd, today.

angah, Ain Shahimin, 23 y/o on Oct 3rd, today, too.

Out of the blue.

2009-09-07T02:24:00.006+08:00

kata nk dtg?

from: Leki leki leki.

date/time: 7-sept-2009/02:01:42

Everyone is happy now and so do i.

2009-09-03T00:16:00.008+08:00

The best friends were together back, at last! I swear, I loves you people so much! Believe me, I am not telling you a joke! Thanks for coming back to me, people!

I love you!

Lova lova-ship!

2009-09-01T21:24:00.012+08:00

I had a date and it was so-called a ‘good’ date for me. For the very first time, I met my best person and I was so blissful. Then, I imagined how far this relationship would last and I contemplation something will happen and curse this love-ship! Hopefully, god will save our love and us!

I love you, again!

2009-08-28T12:58:00.007+08:00

As for the first time as ever, last night A called me, then we do talk, laughs, and fleshing up back about our past-love-life together. I wept when we started telling each other about the true feeling that we both keeps aside from each other. I kept my heart in silent without telling the truth, the truth that I am still in love with A and same goes to the opposite party. Then, I pulled A's leg and we go laughing together, over and over again. As the wrapping up, hooking up is the best way for both of us.

Happy Ramadhan, guys!

2009-08-21T14:54:00.002+08:00

happy fasting okay? jgn ponteng taw!

damn you, H!

2009-08-15T00:45:00.003+08:00

4 Pesona are crazy, enough said!

2009-08-13T20:43:00.005+08:00

Am I behaving like a little one?

2009-08-07T20:58:00.027+08:00

"if korang xknl die , korang akan kate mamat nie poyo, arrogant or anything. but ! u guys TOTALLY WRONG! he is so damn funny person n die nie prngai mcm baby. kteorg (aku n meyra) ske usik die dgn nescafe . nme sbnr nescafe pn mcm his SYRN :) atiq chumel sngt2 . meyra scandal die (bak kate hakim) die nie ske buli hakim . haha . but hakim dh biase ;p hye , ble nk lepak lg ? ngumpat2." said Amalina, my new bff.

WHAT THE HECK ARE THOSE?

2009-07-25T09:37:00.012+08:00

23-july-2009

23:55:59

gdnte syg !

24-july-2009

23:46:18

gdnte swtdreams k . muahmuah . miss u .

My newest photos!

2009-07-23T17:07:00.007+08:00

Hakim masak ke?

2009-07-22T14:42:00.004+08:00

At 2: 26 pm, today.

A: woi ko da siap blom?

A: aku da nak amik da nie, OKAY?

H: weyh ko amik aku kol 3 ahh.

H: aku nga tolong mak aku siang ikan.

A: ohh okay. but, pasni janji aku call ko da siap okay?

H: okok. bye.

A: bye.

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HAPPY 1st BIRTHDAY, atqsyrn!

2009-07-20T13:52:00.004+08:00

HA HA HA HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TOOOOOOO YOU!

happy 1st anniversary, baby.

i hope that you will stand stronger than before!

i love you, my dear bloggie! HAHA

THANKS FOR ALL THE WISHES, GUYS!

2009-07-13T21:02:00.004+08:00

Guys, yesterday was so awesome and so memorable for me. it will be the greatest birthday to stay still in my mind, forever. Thanks for all the wishes and sape yg nyanyi semalam, thanks alot korg. semua suara sedap kot. sumpah taktipu, semua suara sedap, jeles je dnga, ye lah suare atiq mane sedap kot.

Sixteen years old me!

2009-07-12T18:16:00.009+08:00

Today, I am officially the newest sixteen-years-old guy on this earth, people! HAHA

so let's sing a birthday song for me, the birthday boy for today, shall we?

HA HA HA HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!

HAHA :D

I wish I wish with all my heart, I wish to have so many goodness in my coming hours and minutes, I wish for some extra pocket money for all my coming days, I wish for my happiness in my love story, I do wish to stand on this earth for some extra period, and for all the family and friends, I wish with all the happiness and luxurious on this earth just for all of you. Last more words, I love my syrn, both my parents, all the great/sucks siblings I have and all my dearest friends. Thanks to Allah, the Greatest! AMIN!

12 july 2009!

2009-07-08T19:00:00.009+08:00

kian terasa bahang kehangatannye, 4 hari lagi! lala.

S.O.S!

2009-07-03T00:00:00.007+08:00

help me, people!

One-on-Two

2009-06-20T13:50:00.006+08:00

I understand your heart now and sorry me for ignoring you last night. I'm sorry!

Hannah Montana The Movie!

2009-06-12T23:53:00.014+08:00

I'm lovin' this!

Boring ring ring ring!

2009-06-10T15:02:00.003+08:00

Sleepy and sleepless!

2009-06-10T09:39:00.006+08:00

After taking my supper last night, I away off to my bed for a sleep. But, I've got insomnia and I just can't sleep even i was so sleepy last night!

so, here is my drawing last night. leave a comment if you will.

Awesome!

2009-06-07T14:23:00.004+08:00

The past Wednesday was so awesome and fantastic. It was not about what I was doing or else, it just about a web cam-ing session that happened between LEKI and me on that day. The LEKI was showing off some underneath skin and a load of something! thanks babe! ILY!

June 3 2009

I missed you.

2009-06-03T11:10:00.003+08:00

Suddenly,

2009-06-03T09:11:00.006+08:00

imysomuch.

GAY LAHH SGT! HAHA :D

2009-06-02T22:20:00.011+08:00

tu lah susah nye jadi orang bodoh macam korang kan? harap je pergi solat, tp kalau mulut mcm longkang busuk nak membebel kat aku pasal benda puki ni nak buat apa? kira kau dah bagus sangat? haha memang tak lah kan? kalau dah setakat pekataan English yg senang ni pun kau dah bodoh susah nak faham, jangan lah nak berharap tinggi nak jd cikgu aku ke ape kan, ehh silap plak, TEACHER lahh weh! dah tak tahu tu bodoh lah kan? meh nak aja GAY tu ape. OKAY?

The term gay (ɡeɪ) was originally used, until well into the mid-20th century, primarily to refer to feelings of being "carefree", "happy", or "bright and showy"

weh kau faham ke tak ni? ye lah kan kau tu bodoh! HAHA yg cakap td tu entah entah sunat pun tak lagi kot!

Paradox.

2009-06-01T13:49:00.007+08:00

Library | May 16, 2009

2009-05-17T14:58:00.006+08:00

FFFFFFFFFF :)

2009-05-10T01:10:00.008+08:00

Ibu, Happy Mother's Day! Thanks for all the years of love. Once again, Happy Mother's Day to the world's greatest mom! ilysofuckingdamnsoalotmuch! May all you coming wishes will be coming in front of your pair of eye!

*Dear F, now that I've grown up and you are looking so much shorter than me (but your sweetness are still, ibu!). Thanks for everything and hopefully get a bless from Allah, The Greatest.

*last more words;

-there's only 1 thing 2 do 3 words 4 you - I LOVE YOU!

Utt!

2009-05-07T21:01:00.008+08:00

You kawan baru yang best kot! *but where are you now? -_____-

The accident!

2009-05-04T02:22:00.005+08:00

3 MAY 2009

Baby,ILoveYou!

After 3 days I was not seeing you, today, OMG, I saw you! Baby, you are charming as always! HAHA

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Then after Atiq was injured by an accident, he never in sad or in tears nor in pain, this strong Atiq was just laughing out a loud while still looking at his Ayah’s motorcycle, still in the power and looking bad at the side of the road. Then, he was looking at his very best friend’s face and then, gave a so-big smile to cheer-up his very innocent Hakim! HAHA Hakim’s jean was had a small extra cutting and he was never put the blame on me about that ‘very-cute-tattered’ that I was the one that gave it to him. Sorry me for damaged all your beautiful leg and jean! I do have injured at on my leg, there are two beautiful source of pain on my leg. Then, Ayah’s motor was accidentally scratched once again by ME. And once again, ayah, SORRY ME for that injured on your beloved motor, I am promising you that I will never involving again your motor in other accident, I promised you, indeed!

Orang Kampong! Ya Allah! HAHA

2009-05-04T02:06:00.008+08:00

The day open with tears. The parents forced me to be with them at my mother’s village. I refused because I do have a plan with Hakim and friends, we are going to have a barbecue tomorrow, but I just cannot make to be with them because I am here, in ibu’s KAMPONG! Ohh GOD! What a boring day! The entire plan was ruin and it was all my parents' fault!

In the way back to Kuala Lipis, suddenly I remember my long time beloved! I do remember about my Syrn. Baby, imy!

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The second day was okay. I woke up at nine because of the coldness here. Then, without a shower, go up and turn on the TV, still sleepy. Then, in a while, I was notice that the parents have left me behind, they were off to somewhere. Okay, I am okay with this leave-me-behind session! BTW, the house was soundless, I'd like it, but I can't afford it, I am bored and boring. Luckily, I have my Syrn inside my mind! Only Syrn can delete all my pains here!

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FIRST LOVE!

2009-04-02T20:23:00.005+08:00

The first love is sweet to have. It is so being a dream of anyone that ever called human. Although you are not in a good shape or else, but we still in the same dream that is being in love. Even the superhuman also dream likes us. The first sight love is a thing that we cannot avoid and cancel. It will come to us without us knowing, besides the person we love is not the predict ones. Though it is our first love so keep cares on him/her with a totally care because the love is fragile and it easy to break. To boot, the first love is hard to erase and I still love my first EX until now!

The more I think of you, the more I feel the pain. You are so doing far from me nowadays. We never and ever had a known on each other after the last met yesterday. You are different and not being you after all. I miss you and I do want you to know my point. Now, I just do not know what you were doing, where have you been, and the most important question is, why you are different.

the EX!

2009-03-29T20:12:00.004+08:00

The things I feel when I think of you was I felt likes you are mine forever and I felt I love you. I just cannot forget about our first met and it was in Ramadan 2008 and that time, we were not fasting and drinking in your car, in three, we both plus your best buddy. Go to buy your room stuffs at Jusco and then, we go for a meal at Kenny Rogers and you bought my meal, thanks! After that, we go to your home and we watch LOVE GURU together in dark. We do talk and laugh about everything and you make me felt into you then, I lay my head on your shoulder and we do happy our first sleep together. Then, at 1:45am++, you sent me home and we are happy to repeat that time again later. Thanks for giving me an awesome first date! However, it is only in my mind and this moment badly not will be repeating again!

iloveyouforever!

I love you guys so bunchie muchie!

2009-03-29T19:38:00.002+08:00

25 March 2009.

Eyza, Hakim and I were not being at school today, we were planning to run an outing together without the parents known, and the plan run smoothly at first. Hakim and me, the two of us told everyone that we were not schooling today and it was for the reason that we had a drama class to attend; it is our truly fake reason, at first, after all. Then, at 11am, Eyza was at my home and we were walking to her house for her changes.

Then, at 12pm++, after Eyza get ready with all her outfit and stuff, we walk to the train station to Subang Jaya, are at Subang Parade, and pick a bus straight to the Sunway Pyramid. Then, we were there, enjoyed our ‘sweet escape’ by laughing, talks, and eat a lot. We also went for ‘WATCHMEN’ at 2:10pm. The movie was great, it is filling with many love, porno and power elements, and we do enjoy this movie! Then, after three hour in the cinema, we were together, walking all over, the mall and I have found a jean and an awesome belt that I adore and I plan to get them mine soon! Then, our stomachs were making a noise and we were hungry. Additionally, the best part is, we were eating at KFC and somebody was buying that meal for us!

Then, after get full with the chicken and the things at KFC, another walking session run and suddenly Hakim disappeared. Eyza and I were so panic and searching for him at all over the mall. However, the searching was not finding any goal and I had to make some decisions, go home without him because it was already 8:30pm++. Then, in the way go out from there, Eyza has found Hakim and suddenly she was in tears. Then, take a bus and sit in three, together, on the two-sit chair, in the suck mini bus! OMG! Then, we were arrived at Shah Alam at 9pm++! It was so late and we were afraid to think what going to happen later on at home. Each of us imagined what will the parent talks and scared! Then, be home and the 'cold war' occur!

Bye, MySpace!

2009-02-25T00:47:00.004+08:00

just my luck!

2009-01-29T01:45:00.005+08:00

Yesterday was jerk for me! I saw all my family was apart! My mother was arguing with his hubby, with my father. And my sister was goes out with her ex without her boyfriend known anything about her date today! She was not faithful to her love! I’m so upset with all this matter! Only my best friend, Hakim, knew everything that happened today! He’s very good listener and such a loyal fellow! He was there whenever I need someone to talk with. Then, we were riding ayah’s motorcycle around in the rain with all of happiness! I'm happy today! HA-HA. I can feel heaven whenever me with him! Thanks a lot Hakim for doing such a good moment for me today! I have my good rehab and I’m in good condition now!

Then, I’ve home after send Hakim home. Ibu and ayah suddenly get mad on me! I’m totally lost my idea about their feeling! I’ve done nothing, but I am still their desire aim! What the F*! I’ve even lost all my wonderful appetite for eating up my dinner! I ran to my room and get a sleep at 2140! Suddenly at 2235, Ibu knocks my door and invite me for a dinner! She talks to me softly and nicely! But I refuse to join them! Thanks Ibu for being understanding and care of my heart! I love you so really much! Same goes to you to ayah!

i'm the newbie!

2009-01-16T23:46:00.007+08:00

Heyy, I'm Atiq Syimir and I'm sixteen. I'm still new in this site so let's befriending. I'm glad to have you guys as my peers. Cheers!