Atiq is going to be very hard to replace.

I hate you, (*)!

Why are you choosing me as your match as you knew that you would never be the winner for this war as you already well-known with the fact that you are such a forever-loser for the whole of your life, loser? Stay away from my best friend, can you?

I'm free of all prejudices. I hate everyone equally.

After three nights and days of struggling and painful, I am now free from all those lame germs and viruses that I produced last year. I'm now having my footloose time with a big smile on my face; I'm free from all those insinuations and

everybody-speaks-slightingly-of-me-session, gosh I'm such a freeman now!

*Sometimes, the metaphor is needed to shimmering your heart.

My first week at school | What a fuck'n disaster?

One week of being schooled, yeah I LOVE my school! Hey there, I'm serious lah!

The first week of being schooled was a half nightmare and the other half of a not-so-nice sweet dream, I guess!

• I've been called for a mess I created last year
• The best-friends-forever were collapsed and getting far away from each other
• I've got a number of good teachers whom will teach me for the whole senior-year and they're great so far! I love my (English, Chemistry, Add. Math, Math, History, Bahasa and Ict) teachers! Eh I love my Ustazah too! ROLF
• I placed myself very next to the person I hated the most (I) in the classroom.
• I've been so crazy over foodies and I don't know why, my tummy getting belly and more jelly than before plus I've gained some weight
• and so many others!

Oh gosh, almost everything related to 2010 are all about a mess, sorry me!

Dealing with the mess is not that easy!

Jan-05/School

After five days passing by rapidly, my 2010 are all about a mess!

Morning sunshine!

As I was there in the assembly hall along with Hakim, while drawling up, he suddenly goes loud and said,

'kau tau tak kau kejam?'

He was talking something about my S,

and I was kinda shocked and surprise with that kind of statement, really.

Oh gosh, what did I do? I just put my S aside when I found a new person (H)

and I just throw S away, just like that!

What a monster I was? Really cruel me!

Then, minutes later.

'Muhammad 'Atiq Syimir Bin Johari, 5 Pesona'

My name was in the air and the people listened. I've been called by a teacher and she asked to see my parents for some problems of mine. And once again, gosh, another mess! As for now, I'm seeking a chance to slow talk with the parents about my problems and ask them to face 'that' teacher. Oh gosh, help me, I'm scared!

A blue night.

I was seeking a talk with Ibu, but as I woke up from my evening sleep, I was alone at home and sleepy like hell; the family members are gone. I've got no idea where the hell were them. Hopefully tomorrow I'll be talking to Ibu about this problem. God willing.

*sorry for the grammar mistakes!

The best-est day of my life | January 1st

We're acting like lovers although our love story are still

not that officially named as a love story. (:

As now S gone away likes forever from my life, me then got a new nicotine patches for my broken heart, so cute and charm, named as H. H gave me a new hope in my love-life as I am a loser in love, yeah a L-O-S-E-R! Actually, H was in my wish list for 2010 and thank God for listening my prays. My wish came true when H text and asked me for a walk. We went to H's place and done something crazy, together. We then off to Pavilion, holding hands and k***ing and about hours later, at 0136 I was home and we're texting. Awww so cute!

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